“[On seppuku] Dying for a “great cause” was considered the most glorious, heroic, or brilliant way of dying.”

-Yukio Mishima

Trigger Warning: To write about Yukio Mishima’s life the article will be discussing suicide, specifically seppuku.

Yukio was born January 14, 1925, in Shinjuku, Tokyo, Japan. He spent most of his earlier years with his grandmother who maintained a very aristocratic lifestyle and shared that with Yukio. She was also prone to violence and attempted to isolate Yukio from other boys his age. He was pushed, instead, to spend time with his female cousins and enjoy more traditionally feminine tasks with his grandmother. At the age of twelve, Yukio was returned to his immediate family.

Though Yukio was allowed, and sometimes even pressured into enjoying traditionally female tasks with his grandmother, the opposite was true once he was living under the same roof as his father. Yukio was forced away from anything his father deemed feminine. At one point, his father tore up a story Yukio had written, then held him up to the side of a speeding train in an attempt to scare some masculinity into him.

The emotional whiplash caused by these two distinct upbringings would be hard for anyone, it had a clear effect on him throughout the rest of his life.

Yukio Mishima grew up to become a successful writer, and, in fact, was tapped to receive a Nobel Prize in Literature multiple times. His work explored themes like sexuality in a semi-autobiographical way, as he wrote his perspective as a gay man.

Though it is mostly believed he was a gay man, many people try to deny this because of his marriage to Yoko Sugiyama and their two children. With this knowledge, there are two different lines of thought that can be followed.

The first, and most accepted being that he was a gay man who married a woman, as gay men sometimes do. It is a reality that some gay men marry women in an attempt to either hide their sexuality from people who may punish them for it or to try and fix themselves. There is evidence that the second may have been the case with Yukio, who was said to believe that with discipline he could “fix” his sexuality.

The other possibility is that he was bisexual, was legitimately attracted to his wife, and by extension at least a little bit attracted to women. This claim is much more difficult to prove, though it is possible that Yukio believed his sexuality could be changed because he was, in fact, attracted to women. That belief does have some merit. Of course, the most important evidence is self-identification, which is not available in this case.

For the sake of this article, it can be said that the evidence does tip in favour of him being a gay man. Considering his obsession with self-discipline and the contents of his semi-autobiographical book, Confessions of a Mask, this is the most probable possibility with the least assumptions being made. The debate will likely continue, as there is no way to know for sure.

This seems to be the case for many things in Yukio’s life. While there is much left from the man, most of it is contradictory. While his politics were firmly against Western beliefs creeping into Japanese society, he had a fondness for many Western things. His home was modeled in a Western style and his work was very popular with Western audiences, making him one of the most well-known Japanese writers in Western media. From quote to quote, there is contradiction after contradiction, and it can be difficult to pin down much about him.

One thing that can be known is that he had a lifelong obsession with the Samurai lifestyle, particularly focusing on the practice of seppuku. As he grew older, he used this knowledge to slowly build his own political group. His far-right ideas about Japan’s post-World War Two pacifism betraying the ideals of Japanese culture are slightly overshadowed by his complete avoidance of army enrollment during the war. Much of his rhetoric seemed quite toothless for a time.

While he advocated for a return to more traditional Japanese beliefs, most of what he did to get there was train in various martial arts, and slowly amass a group of like-minded students to join him. Because of how harmless he seemed, and how well loved his work was, many dismissed him and his following and let them go about their business.

But on November 25, 1970, this dismissal was proven to be folly. Yukio Mishima and four members of his group went to Tatenokai Tokyo headquarters of the Eastern Command of the Japan Self-Defense Forces. They then barricaded themselves in the office of the Commandant. Yukio Mishima went to the balcony to address the soldiers and attempt to convince them into a coup and delivered a manifesto about restoring power to the Emperor. When the soldiers failed to respond, Yukio Mishima went back to the office and attempted to commit seppuku. Unfortunately, it proved to be more difficult than planned, and he died a slow and painful death.

After his death, it was revealed that he had expected the refusal. The question then becomes why. Why did he do it? Some people say that he did it to avoid aging, as he was terrified of the concept of no longer being beautiful. Some say it was merely a political distraction. Many suggest that the motive was probably psychological. But to answer this question, there is a quote from Yukio Mishima himself:

“[On seppuku] Dying for a “great cause” was considered the most glorious, heroic, or brilliant way of dying.”

So it seems that the answer may be startlingly simple: all of the above. Like many, he wanted his death to mean something. So, he used his extremist beliefs to justify it to the world, and possibly to himself.

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